I Want to Have a Girlfriend Too - Chapter 33

Hiiyo Saijouin makes up her mind.

( Hiiyo Saijouin’s point of view )

　After preparations for the Sakura School Festival had been made and I had finished my work for the student council, I went home alone.

　Since my house is in the opposite direction of Alice and Tokimori-san, I always go home alone when I don’t get picked up.

　There was a time when Alice and Tokimori-San asked me to go home with them because they thought it was dangerous to go home alone at night.

　I felt bad about asking them to follow me all the way to my house in the opposite direction, and I could fight off a certain amount of thugs by myself.

　I open the front door and enter my house.

　There is no family there to greet me, and the house is very quiet.

“I’m home.”

　I greet each time with, “I’m home,” even though I know they will not answer me.

　Although I know that, I always feel lonely when I don’t hear any reply.

　I have only one father in my family.

　I have no relatives or siblings. My mother passed away when I was very young.

　I live with my father now, but he is very busy and rarely comes home.

　I am not proud of it, but it’s because the Saijouin group is so big that he is very busy managing it.

　I put my bag on the chair in my room and changed from my uniform to my loungewear.

　It is around nineteen o’clock, and I don’t feel like going out anymore, so I go to the bathroom to take a shower for the time being.

　As I take off the loungewear I have just changed into, I look at my reflection in the mirror.

” …Do boys like it big? “

　I often hear that boys like the bigger ones.

　Tokimori-san always looks at Sagimori-san’s bre*sts, and it seems that most of those… p*rverted books have people with large bre*sts in them.

　My own chest reflected in the mirror is not very big.

　I’m ashamed to say… but I took the measurement with Alice the other day, and it turned out to be A.

　I tried my best to fill them in, but it seems that the wall of B is still high.

　Tokimori-san always teases me about it.

　I wish he would learn a little more delicacy.

　I’ve been thinking about this… but I wonder if the size of it will have any effect on my goal of getting a boyfriend.

　I go into the bathroom and take a shower, still thinking about it.

　Since then, I still haven’t found a boyfriend.

　Well, people still confess their love to me, and I guess I could have one if I wanted to.

　But I want to be in love with the person I choose.

　Up until now, I have been hiding my true feelings and have been treating people around me in a superficial way.

　But after I asked Tokimori-san to help me and after he pointed out the problem, I started to reveal myself a little bit more.

　Because of this, I feel that I have become closer to everyone than ever before.

　There are still people who approach me with ulterior motives, but I think it is much less than before.

　I’ve been busy lately, but my goal is still to have a boyfriend with a proper relationship.

　In order to do that, I have to first find someone I like.

　Recently, there have been more and more people who look at me without any pretense, but I still can’t find someone I like.

“The person I like… “

　The sound of the shower and my soliloquy are the only sounds in the bathroom.

　The question is, who do I like the most now?

　Who is my favorite——

　I ask him to help me, and he nods reluctantly.

　He is usually joking around, always bothering people around him, and has no sense of delicacy towards women.

　But he tries hard for his own purpose and has the kindness to protect others in times of need, and he doesn’t judge people only by their looks but also looks at them from the inside in a way. Also, I like his face more than I expected――

“Why… does Tokimori-San come up…? “

　I thought to myself and pressed my head against the bathroom wall in confusion.

　Ugh…it hurts a little.

　But why did Tokimori-san’s face come to my mind when I thought of someone you like? Is it because he’s the only boy that was recently getting close to me?

　…Uh, there is no way.

　Tokimori-san is not very sensitive, and his behavior is a little embarrassing, and he certainly has good points… but that means I like him as a friend, and if I say I have romantic feelings for him… ugh!

　——I’m sure he has a good point, and he’s also the one whom Alice like…

　I come to a conclusion in my mind turn off the water of the shower and get out of the bathroom.

　After wiping off the water with a towel and changing into loungewear, I sit down on the sofa in the living room.

“…It’s quiet in this house, isn’t it?”

　I complain to someone, and all I can hear is the ticking of the second hand on the clock.

　Listening to this sound, I feel a little lonely and take out the leftover ready-made meal from the refrigerator.

　I am ashamed to admit that I can’t cook.

　I spend my time eating meals prepared by the housekeeper, who usually comes during the day.

　She comes home in the evening, so we rarely see each other.

“Father, I hope you come home soon… “

　After all, even though I don’t see him often, he is my only family.

　I don’t want to force him to see me, but I really want to see him.

“That’s right! Let’s invite him to the Sakura School Festival! “

　I thought to myself and clapped my hands.

　Even if it is difficult for him to come back, he might be able to show his face at least at the festival.

　Then, he might see my effort and might enjoy it.

　I open my phone and call my father with the call app.

　After a few calls, I hear him pick up the phone.

[Hello, Hiiyo?]

“It’s been a while, Father. Sorry to call so late at night.”

[Oh, it’s all right]

　After a long time, I’m a little happy to hear my father’s voice.

　I try to control my excitement.

“Actually, there’s an event called Sakura School Festival at my school next week, and I’d like to invite father to it….”

[ Hmmm… next week…]

　Over the phone, I can hear my father’s thoughtful gesture.

　Is it still difficult to make plans?

[ It’s hard to adjust my schedule now, but if I can make it, I’ll go ]

“…Thank you, father.”

[ It’s late at night, you should go to bed early.]

　After saying this, the phone hangs up.

　…It seems that my father is still busy.

　It can’t be helped. It might have been all right if I had told him earlier, but I told him suddenly just now.

　I have missed you for a long time and am glad to hear his voice.

“──── No, maybe he will come! Let’s do our best to make father happy! “

　Yes, maybe he will be able to adjust his schedule and show up.

　Let’s make father happy by showing him our efforts.

　I clench my fist in my chest and get into the spirit.

“I have to work harder tomorrow.”

　I resolve in my heart alone.

　Fortunately, there are still many areas for improvement.

　As a student council president and as a Hiiyo Saijouin, let’s do our best to make the Sakura School Festival even better.

　With these thoughts in mind, I had a late dinner and went to bed to prepare for tomorrow.

　Perhaps I was in such a high state of mind that I did not even notice that I felt a little tired.