Chapter 423: An Buyu’s Decision

“An Buyu.”

“To be honest, although your appearance is indeed far from Luoluo’s, I don’t care about that.”

“I also thought about being with you, but in the end, I realized we aren’t suitable.”

“You keep talking about handsome guys, and I…”

“Of course, I have no right to complain, since I’m quite a flirt myself.”

“But how to put it… we’re both not wrong, just not compatible.”

“It’s like someone who loves spicy food and someone who can’t handle it.”

“Neither is right or wrong, but clearly, they aren’t suited to eat together.”

“Even if they do, it will only be troublesome for both.”

“And I hate such trouble.”

After killing An Buyu once in the second life, Wang Haoran started to restrain himself in the following lives.

Once he convinced her to “deal with” Ning Xueluo, he stopped flirting and treated her as a friend.

No more kissing or hugging.

However, despite Wang Haoran’s efforts to avoid it.

It was too late; An Buyu had already fallen for him…

So the result was always the same!

Since he did use her, Wang Haoran wanted to reconcile.

In the fifth life, Wang Haoran earnestly explained to the red-eyed, furious An Buyu.

Sincerely.

But without her previous memories, the stubborn An Buyu took his words as an excuse to “abandon” her, thinking he wanted to trick her into sparing Ning Xueluo.

So, her jealousy and resentment grew even more intense.

In the following days, she was relentless towards the bewildered Ning Xueluo, showing a “never-ending” attitude.

Therefore.

Although he felt guilty, Ning Xueluo’s safety was more important.

So in the end, Wang Haoran had to take lethal action against her, who wouldn’t listen and kept pestering him.

When she was killed, she even thought of becoming a vengeful spirit to haunt this heartless man.

But—

“Haoran… I’m sorry…”

“You were telling the truth…”

“I was the one who said those strange things… making you misunderstand…”

“But I kept blaming you…”

After regaining all her memories, An Buyu finally understood everything.

So, every time she was killed, her resentment turned into self-hatred.

Every time she was killed, her sadness turned into guilt and regret.

She wanted to go straight to Wang Haoran and hug him tightly.

Wanted him to kiss her again.

But thinking about the “third party” between them—

“Haoran… really likes her… always goes to her…”

“But it makes sense… she’s beautiful, gentle, kind, and devoted to Haoran…”

“Unlike me… ugly, and even after being with Haoran, I talked about other men…”

“In Haoran’s eyes, I’m a flirtatious woman… with a bad personality… trying to ruin Ning Xueluo and his happiness…”

Compared to Ning Xueluo, she was too inferior.

Her ugliness made her insecure, guilty, and cowardly.

So, she didn’t dare face Wang Haoran, didn’t dare confess her true feelings.

She even pretended not to have regained her memories, and then… caused him more trouble.

“If I hadn’t done those stupid things… I would have stayed by Haoran’s side…”

Unable to face the problem, taking the first step, instead always dwelling on the past and regretting—

“I’m really pathetic…”

However.

Thinking of Wang Haoran’s helpless look every time he killed her.

She felt both heartache and… a strange joy.

“He… always had me in his heart.”

But—

“I went too far…”

Misunderstanding for so long, An Buyu initially wanted to go straight to Wang Haoran.

But thinking that after so long, if Wang Haoran’s feelings for her had faded…

She hesitated, not knowing what to do.

“I’m really useless, having made mistakes once… having resolved to face it properly this time…”

“But seeing Haoran, I hid again…”

Just wanting to secretly watch him from behind.

“If Haoran hadn’t grabbed me today, I would have run away…”

“And couldn’t explain that I don’t like that Li Yuan…”

However, thinking of Wang Haoran’s “I understand.”

An Buyu felt a bit happy.

At least, she made progress.

“Words alone aren’t enough…”

Going to Wang Haoran now to reconcile would seem like relying on his love—

Although she longed for and anxiously hoped for Wang Haoran’s love.

At this moment.

Despite her deep longing for Wang Haoran’s warmth, she forced herself to endure.

Then compelled herself to take the first step—

“My face…”

This was the root of her insecurity, but she still couldn’t find a solution.

“So… I must at least take down Li Yuan, to show Haoran that I mean what I say!”

“My heart belongs only to him!”

“I will only choose him!”

Even if Li Yuan was innocent, she planned to act.

And now, after Wang Haoran said he also wanted to eliminate Li Yuan, An Buyu became even more determined.

“But Li Yuan is the Holy Son of Piao Miao Holy Land… unless he’s guilty of a great crime…”

“Otherwise… killing him would cause a lot of trouble…”

So An Buyu decided to take action herself.

Even if it brought her great trouble, it didn’t matter.

Today, after Wang Haoran held her hand, she resolved once again.

“Haoran… I must be with you again…”

“If not this life, then the next.”

Previously, the foolish her, afraid of losing Wang Haoran, made mistakes that drove him away.

But this time, having learned her lesson, she wouldn’t make the same mistake.

Not knowing why she could relive so many times, An Buyu thought—

“Then, we’ll never be apart!”

tln : at this moment, i dont know if An Buyu is so delusional, crazy, or yandere. She’s already A BIGGEST LANDMINE ever in the series, but as long as she has Tsundere trait, she can’t move forward lmao.