I was 28 years old, single, and had a car accident that ended my short life…or so I thought.
When I woke up, I was a high school student again.
My only regret in my previous life was not confessing my love to my childhood friend, whom I thought was in love with me back then, so I confessed my love to her on the spur of the moment.
[Do you like me? There’s no way I’d go out with you.]
I was rejected.
I had no energy to live my second life, so I made a promise to Mirai Natsuki, a girl who would commit suicide in the near future.
[When you die, I will die with you.]
…
After a while, the promised day came.
I stood on the roof of the school with Natsuki, and after revealing our innermost feelings to each other, we climb over the rooftop railing together.
――We hold each other’s hands gently.
After looking at the view before our feet, I look away from her face.
I realize I am not qualified to wipe the tears from her cheeks, and I regret what I have promised her…
Then I jumped off with Natsuki.
This time, I thought I could finally end my life.
But then unexpected things happen――
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What! a story it was. A ride worth remembering
Very complicated feelings, but I am happy about the ending.
Glad he was able to finally express how he feels, and hopefully he gets the good ending.
wtf is this novel
Thanks for the translation, what a ride of up and down, happiness and sadness.
My tear gland is gushing now .
This is late, but I think you meant Akira and Koyoi?
All I can say, This story is a must read.
I am so happy about this ending
just kill her then so you dont regret anything or dont have anything tying you down
bruh if she was a yandere why did she get married in the future? i dont get it, seems kinda forced. a real yandere would be like, obsessed, to the point of disregarding other things, so i believe this is not a true yandere, just a possessive love type of thing, possibly sociopathic. of course, i have not read far enough, but her behavior seems to be pretty “fake” and self aware. maybe im reading too much into this though…
This was a great read with alot of ups and downs. Be prepared for some dark feelings churning inside while you read. If you can handle it I suggest you read this. It’s a great story and one of my favs in these genres
Man, he is such a despicable human being.
What a ride, thanks for the translation. I’m happy they got together, albeit with a bit of mixed feelings.
That’s a good teacher.
I was thinking it was a joke.
Damn, bro not only have a adultizz but still got a yanderizz, bro to powerful that the god have to unalive him in 28 years.
Bro got that adult rizz but never use it when he enter society, scared that his rizz will attack everyone indiscriminately.
The hell, MC got games bro, is this what they said suicide rizz?
Bro got the suicide rizz.
FFS.
This story made me realized that even the two of them loved each other, things will be broken apart because they’re not meant to be. =(
Wow
Owaaaa, iori…
At the first loop, he just want to die
From the second loop and onward deep down inside his heart, he regrets so much that he can’t save Natsuki, and it directs the story to this point.
Wth…
Well..
Yooo, this is crazy
Ohohoho
I just cant…
Idk?
xDD
Well i think the mc is just very depressed that he can’t think logically ( his mind is fu***d up ), he was just too obsessed / regretting so much with the reality that he wasn’t conffesed to his childhood friend back then. So when he finally conffessed to her , he feels fullfilled already ( cuz yea his mind is alr f up )
I thinks too, when MC got everything in his first life but regret not confessing to his childhood friend, but after time leaps he done that and feels he got everything(his memory and soul of 28 years old satisfied) and thus he tired mentally and cannot love anyone nor anything.
That why he feels so empty and lose, subconsciously he feels he satisfied and thus having nothing left to achieve, just like you finish playing game and then replay it again, until you fed up with the game and just want to quit from it.
Yep haha
This story reminds me of “3 days of happiness”
Re zero also
Is it a good read?
Sad we never saw that Lori time line, but man. This is the best ending we could’ve got from this story, it totally could’ve been on some Erased shit mixed in with the progression of goddamn school days. This is definitely one of my favorite self sacrificing stories I read so far. Though not going lie I think an ending where he didn’t get her would’ve also been satisfactory cause then it’ll truly be an self sacrifice story with nothing in return but you blaming and hating themself.
SCHOOL DAYS TYPE ENDING
I’m sorry this shit is GOOD.
MC is for real for real a villain omg lmao, I love it
Whatt??? Bro has that unbeatable Rizz
“So I Tried to Suicide”
*Commit Suicide
Suicidal thought is really really bad guys… So if you ever feel down because of something, please consult to your closest friends or family. Why do i say this? Because i have being in natsuki position once. Fortunately i do have friend who i can share my thought with and prevent me from it.
Why man… Koyoi is the best girl for me tho… He just need to spend an entire day with her and natsuki should be fine right?
Aren’t that whole point of 2 and 3?
Some people just want to see the world Burn, HuH?
Phew, this was a good ride to tag along on. Thx for the translations
One of masterpiece thank you
Thank you for this novel… im crying and sobbing so ugly rn buhohoho. FUUUCK, THIS WAS SO GOOOOD
So…..what happened with that childhood friend?????…i thinking she’s a coward
oh, he doesn’t love her, he regrets not helping her but apparently that’s all, or he doesn’t realize it and maybe he just ignores it
Aahh, all I can conclude is, that the MC is just too depressed and obsessed to death
The teacher after you came down from the rooftop is the one who suspicious
I see what it is, the childhood girl had some inferiority maybe?
Our MC got so much rizz and got rejected because she cant handle the constant rizz.
Ahh I don’t like this type of story. I mean one time is acceptable, but if it happened over and over again… I’m out.
I want TOWA ROUTE!
Ayooooo bro wth happened
oH YES CHILDHOOD FRIEND ENDING. FR!!!
Bro cannot be fr
Good ending. Stopping right here.
thx for the chapter
thx for the chapters
Iori was a good girl.//
bRO.
I need mooorreee
Yooo
This seems interesting
Now we know Koyoi is the killer.
My gut feeling. Koyoi hit Akira in the head with a bat.
Well there’s our yandere
He has that gyaru rizz
Could it be a school teacher is grooming Natsuki?
Koyoi is so full of herself.
MC will do Iori. That is a hundred percent.
This will cause Natsuki to go to depression again.
MC asks the most obvious of all answers.
MC is really … a villain.
My dude is absolutely f*cked
thx for the chapter
I can’t relate to the characters, especially to MC. I feel so disconnected. I can’t understand his thought process.
This is too depressing to read. I thought it was gonna be fluffy afterwards but i guess not.
“It was hard to talk in the classroom. But in the rainy hallway, there was no one around, which was convenient. Besides, I felt like the rain would wash away my black past… “
How did you come up with that on the fly?
I was so convinced that it was a revolving lantern of memories that I confessed my feelings to Koyoi in front of my classmates in the class without thinking about the time and place.
You confessed in the class in front of everyone?! And here I though it was a rooftop confession eith it being just the two of you. This is even worse.
Hahaha
Imagine confessing and thinking it wasn’t real. The panick I’d feel realizing it’s real.
Y????? Bruh… this is the worst type of story you can have for a novel… now I lost interest in this story… if only something different had happened instead of going back in time again and again
First? wait a minute…
like Subaru and Rem dying over and over again.
Is this the part where we do Natsuki Subaru’s “die, me” to rewind to the past?
It’s killing time!