Summary
When Ando Ryu awakened, he found himself collapsed within a monastery. There, he encountered a beautiful nun.
Their meeting was both the beginning and end of everything.
— The girl quietly, earnestly, becomes relentlessly infatuated.
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Andy: Amal, here me out!
Amal: Yes, Andy-sama.
Andy: Have you ever heard of the term ‘harem’?
Amal: …’Harem’?
Andy: Yes, you see we could let Jo-
Amal: …
Andy: Ah, well, harem is a word from my country and it means…. (proceeds to establish harem as some different word, realizing that letting Joanna join in would be a bad idea.)
Andy: Amal, here me out!
Amal: Yes, Andy-sama.
Andy: Have you ever heard of the term ‘harem’?
Amal: …’Harem’?
Andy: Yes, you see we could let Jo-
Amal: …
Andy: Ah, well, harem is a word from my country and it means…. (proceeds to establish harem as some different word, realizing that letting Joanna join in would be a bad idea.)
I’m not the only one who thought of Chiyo from Ane Mono Naru, right?
oh oh
Tbh, the author better explain why the sister is blaming him so much. Atm it looks like she’d holding a grudge because he had left her behind and the only thing that she considers as ‘happiness’ was being by his side (I think?) But he DID want to initially run away from the village with her and she was the one who refused. So if her happiness was truly being by his side, it wouldn’t make sense.
My only explanation is that incest was something they could pull off in the village but not outside, that’s why she wanted to remain in the village with him, he left, she waited, hoping he loved her as much as she did, he never came back and everything burnt down to cinders.
Tbh, the author better explain why the sister is blaming him so much. Atm it looks like she’d holding a grudge because he had left her behind and the only thing that she considers as ‘happiness’ was being by his side (I think?) But he DID want to initially run away from the village with her and she was the one who refused. So if her happiness was truly being by his side, it wouldn’t make sense.
My only explanation is that incest was something they could pull off in the village but not outside, that’s why she wanted to remain in the village with him, he left, she waited, hoping he loved her as much as she did, he never came back and everything burnt down to cinders.
Tbh, the author better explain why the sister is blaming him so much. Atm it looks like she’d holding a grudge because he had left her behind and the only thing that she considers as ‘happiness’ was being by his side (I think?) But he DID want to initially run away from the village with her and she was the one who refused. So if her happiness was truly being by his side, it wouldn’t make sense.
My only explanation is that incest was something they could pull off in the village but not outside, that’s why she wanted to remain in the village with him, he left, she waited, hoping he loved her as much as she did, he never came back and everything burnt down to cinders.
Tbh, the author better explain why the sister is blaming him so much. Atm it looks like she’d holding a grudge because he had left her behind and the only thing that she considers as ‘happiness’ was being by his side (I think?) But he DID want to initially run away from the village with her and she was the one who refused. So if her happiness was truly being by his side, it wouldn’t make sense.
My only explanation is that incest was something they could pull off in the village but not outside, that’s why she wanted to remain in the village with him, he left, she waited, hoping he loved her as much as she did, he never came back and everything burnt down to cinders.
Tbh, the author better explain why the sister is blaming him so much. Atm it looks like she’d holding a grudge because he had left her behind and the only thing that she considers as ‘happiness’ was being by his side (I think?) But he DID want to initially run away from the village with her and she was the one who refused. So if her happiness was truly being by his side, it wouldn’t make sense.
My only explanation is that incest was something they could pull off in the village but not outside, that’s why she wanted to remain in the village with him, he left, she waited, hoping he loved her as much as she did, he never came back and everything burnt down to cinders.
There’s a theory that Shizuyo is causing the flame. since the village started the rituals without andy. i guess the moment andy step into the village. Shizuyo will be like
‘hahaha , i active my trap card. now you can’t run’
Im probably reading to much R-18 stuff. When i saw the word ignorant, plus the subject is a woman who is a beauty, there’s only one conclusion in my brain.
I guess I’m onto something with Shizuyo = Amal huh.
for some reason, i do understand that too.
Calling her fragile after describing her child brearing hips doesn’t really work anymore. Come on man, is she your fragile beauty or thicc nun?
The European name thing is true though and it sometimes weirds me out.
Peter-Hans in German is Jean-Pierre in French and it doesn’t make sense because Peter in German is Pierre in French and Hans in German is Jean in French and ofc, there are also dudes with the name Hans-Peter and idk what the French will do with that, lmao.
Yeah, totally just read about a girl being totally down ba- being in love with a guy.
So far it seems like Amal has some kinda supernatural abilities and the monetary exists to keep a watch on her and kill her if she escapes. And now MC has become a catalyst that can make her go on rampage if something happens to him.
The only pro right now for MC is that she actually listens to him wants him to love her. But there might be an instance where she prioritises his well being over his feelings.
So Amal probably drugged or used some other tricks on MC to force himself on her. Quite the dilemma now.
yeah. they call MC kuro because he has black hair which is rare in their origin. typical japanese black hair
Francesco was black?
probably tanned w ell. since he’s tending fields and doing various field work. surely his skin tone could be like Agil from sword art online. i guess that’s from my opinion
I think at some point the translator posted some AI images of Andou and Amal. Amal was done dirty and Andou looked bishie as heck but perhaps he is actually kinda hot to them, exotic Japanese man and stuff.
i will post character introduction part 2 today too. its a little bit spoiler but since u guys already passed the graveyard arc its okay i guess
Calling it now, Amal = Reincarnation of Shizuo?
Would be a fun twist.
He says story of the past but didn’t the whole story start exactly here in Chapter 1? And then there was a time skip forward and Amal become all lovey-dovey, lol.
Almost feels like a different story but I’m most curious about the connection between the other world and MC’s background.
Its before mc got isekaied. The author really did put past arc after all that stuff xD
Feels like a wild ride is ahead of us.
If there is a twist that Amal is a reincarnation of Shizuyo, now that would be funny.
I mean, it’s a win if Amal turns out to be some op being that is imprisoned here. No need to worries since she loves you anyway, just go with the flow. Don’t do something stupid like cheating on her, then you’ll be deader than dead. I call it now, Amal is probably a dragon or something related to that.
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Look… I’ve had my suspicions about this for a while… so, and pardon my wording, I feel like theres a *sexy* mystery revolving around this story (pls dont call me crazy for thinking of such a *abhorrent* theory:(
Bro OH meh gawd. Was this really written by a Japanese person? Besides the 14-year old being rammed, if you didn’t tell me about this part, I would have thought it was a novel overseas.
Love the consistent Christian critique/references of it all. I’m catholic myself, waiting for it to end (checked the authors blog and he/she trying to end it this year) before I make my sentiments about its portrayal of Christianity. But I do agree that we have a f*cked up history. My religious teachers tell us to remember this and make sure we never become barbarians ourselves.
I think the Author is very good. Unlike smut novels with underage characters, you see the guy degrade his sanity overtime. It does the Saya No Uta stuff quite well.
Omg… I don’t wanna like point this out cuz it sounds so, just wow. Did he get rid of the pants cuz… ;-; wow checked the tags. Yeah. I mean… I’ve seen worse. It was very subtle and guessed some people missed it.
Imo… this is such a weird novel. I’m like… wow. Feels like I’m reading saya no uta? Just me? I’m no stranger to f*cked up romances cuz Japan such a shithole with these. Let’s just see how deep this goes
Imma stop reading here. Putting this comment as a bookmark for the future.
Wait, it just kick me in the last few chapters. So our mc is got isekaied to medieval earth, literally earth?
Why are all abrahmic religions based on plundering and destroying and forcefully converting others?
It is not the religion most of the times but the ones who practice it. Every religion has its own extremist followers who intrepet stuff their way and go the wrong path. If you think all abrahamic religions preaches violence (except for self defence) you need to study more on that.
Actually, isn’t getting stung by bee really bad?
iirc your skin gonna swole a lot. and it sting when you touch it. its does feels really hot and hurt a lot too.
Not really, I stung by bees many times when I was a child. It hurts a little bit, the only problem is that it swollen. Wasp is different though, it’s 10x worse than bees
This is a whole nother level of yandere where she doesn’t kill you but guilt trips you into spending your entire life with her. Absolute W in my book.
me too. Amal doesnt bite you to ded but sackle you to ded kekw
Damn, Author throwing in some interesting facts. Yeah, most of the isekai fantasy stories use the Western Dragon, big evil guy. Eastern Dragon is I guess what you usually think of when you hear “Chinese Dragon” or the guy from Spirited Away.
What if in the end, Amal die sacrificing her life for our MC and our MC end up with Joanna instead
Sry bruv. Maybe because I read too much of these but side-characters either get murdered or made to experience worst things than death. Saya no Uta and Subahibi scared me for life
SHE’S 14 GOD DAMN IT
And this is a medieval fiction with fictional characters. Get over it.
Mixed feelings, on one hand I want to become someone who can live independently on the other hand, it’s nice to have someone take care of you but I personally prefer something that is mutually benefecial or ensures that we’re equals. Suppose she has a kink for the whole master-servant stick, I’ll play along but will always see her as an equal.
That being said, where good old Christians like Amal as well or did the author pick up more of the whole Japanese servitude aspect instead? Amal here kind of reminds me of that the protagonist in “My Happy Marriage” which follows that aspect. Nowadays you’d probably pull out some studies and talk about the oppression of women or something but for most of them at that time it was normalcy and that way of thinking, “my sole existence is to serve my husband” is not that far fetched but idk. Not even sure if this is a controversial take or not, I just think it’s interesting.
Officer, he kissed a 14 years old, ARREST HIM IMMEDIATELY
SSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEGGGGGGGGGGSSSSSSSSSS
Another one got isekai-d and this time perhaps someone who has passed away?
Also the whole start with the languages was interesting. I wondered if he’d mention Christianity in Japan and how after WW2 you obtained priviliges by abandoning Shintoism and going for Christianity. Mainly because Shintoism was somewhat exploited for the war. Some lines about the kamikaze guys fluttering like the sakura blossoms on the wind or some BS.
Not 16
Not gonna lie, you had me with the first few lines earlier, oof.
I still can’t get over the fact that she is 14.
On the other hand, I do remember when I was at that age that some girls around me had more developed bodes than others. But that could have been just me stuck in puberty and seeing things, lol.
It should be 1,5 years to 2 years since he met amal. She probably is around 16 now.
“Looking out the window, a disgusting blue sky spread out before me.”
What does that mean ?
The MC really hates blue sky for some reason. the answer of this reason will be answered in future chapter. please look forward to it
Ah~ My type.
Together forever is such a red flag line, lol
Punishment for going for an underage girl, deal with it, lmao
“Worth it” – MC (probably)
Double edged sword I guess. Old Asian’s look young as heck meanwhile any teen that doesn’t shave for a while looks like someone in his thirties, lmao.
Oh boi, still have mixed feelings about a 27-year old pounding a 14-year old but welp. Good for them I guess? It does work out with the historic context, probably
I think you mixed up some parts of the previous chapter in here. This is the last part of this arc/volume and it should end in something like:
“You were not my first woman, so become my last.” Which explains the title.
Thanks for pointing out. I already fixed it. I’m really sorry for my mistake. let me know if there any mistralation or error in future.
Damn, the title clickbaited me!
Welp, I’ll wait for the other ones but I assume this is set in the past or perhaps a memory?
Yes, this is set in the past. based on their first meet.
Not gonna lie, those first lines about a 14-year old having the hips that can bear chidren was somewhat oof.
Also that one moment where he is like: “But if time stopped, we couldn’t so this” was such a bishie moment only hot guys are allowed to do, which matches I guess the artwork which was shown some chapters prior, lol.
definitely agree with you about the MC. He’s so confident with himself i guess he’s experienced already?
for Amal i guess its still mystery why she really developed a great body :eyes:
I feel like I’m reading Saya no Uta or those underage Korean smut novels. But this has some interesting things to say like Saya no Uta, so am here to stay.
But ethical-stuff aside, I love how like Fuminori (in Saya no Uta) you can practically tell how f*cked he is. The words used and non-chalant attitude now that he did the deed with a 14 year old reminds me of Fuminori.
Well, Saya no Uta is my favourite and there I could forgive it because it felt like Fuminori was pretty much devastated when he realized how his life will be from now on. Obviously he won’t give a shit about age if the only human he can see, touch, smell, etc. looks like a young girl and is most likely the very thing he was disgusted of before.
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Don’t do it she’s 14
Called it, she was Albino after all, kekw.
Oof, the art at the end.
Hmm, I don’t mind the MC (looks bishie as heck) but Amal was done a bit dirty there but probably just my image of her was just too different.
I thought she had red eyes, like Albino-esque but you gave her blue eyes with sclera (white part) being red instead, lmao.
i wish i could get DALL-E free trial or NovelAI for Text To Image generate. but sadly i dont have. all i have is free trial from pics art. probably you could generate it by yourself with detailed character as a prompt. i too feels like amal lacking there.
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Time to stack chapters
Wakey wakey, it already has 130 something chapters
She’s 14 dont do it man
XD
Oh boi, watch out for Amal now. She has already a yandere track record. But tbh, 14 x 20+ years, oof.
K this is looking pretty solid
Thanks, please do enjoy it and dont forget to leave a good review on NU. its really motivate me up! 🙂
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Looks good
Got hit with the nae nae police
By the way, Amalthea is a Greek name and means “tender goddess”, although it might be different in the story
Thanks for the info. It feels like a storm is brewing. I just wonder how severe the storm will be.
Ahem.
“I can fix her”
Change “Kill me” to “Take me with you”
Baby steps, we’ll get there, lmao.
Amal is jelly lol
Very interesting! Love a good mystery!
And so it begins.
Oh my, five chapters in one day? What’s the special occasion xd? How delightful.
You think so? Feels like an innocent but mysterious saintess to me.
so many things gonna happen in future. at least for now i know that the saint being affectionate with MC. also i wonder was it Saint or Saintess? since they mention it “The Saint” on Raw and from personal study, Catholic religion also call it Saint, i wonder.
The start of this story is quite mysterious. I wonder what direction it’ll go. Thank for the translations.
Me too